Cachorro's future and some photos

I took some photos of myself in honor to my Goddess Jaguar; in few days a beautiful and marvel period of my life comes to end. I don't know what will happen to me, maybe things better, maybe not, but the only thing that I can say is the last two years were the best of my life, especially the last year and the current months of this.

When something ends, there are a lot of memories and thoughts and the future looks like something uncertain; however there are a lot of opportunities in it.

I have a lot of challenges and goals, but the most important is to become in the personal slave of my Goddess Jaguar. It will be a tough task to get it, but I know I can do it, I will need all my force and concentration, also a lot of work and never doubt of myself.

No choice but to go ahead; maybe I might have to stop for a moment, but never leave the way of light.

"The will of man is his happiness."
Johann Friedrich Von Schiller

Predator Money

Quietly, there's a black cloud approaching, it's enormous and doesn't come alone, next to it there're two shadows whose presence pollutes the air.
The cloud roars, wants to take possession of all of us; one of the shadows begins with the dirty job, slipping away in our minds and hearts, the second shadow is a beautiful liar, it talks to the ear about happiness, fulfillment, power, leadership and success.

The shadow that slipped away in our minds now reveals its name: greed. The second shadow, the liar, calls itself selfishness, and they are good servants of the cloud, whose name is predator money.

It's very sad to watch as this group destroys everything in its side; the way how they corrupt good souls, but the worst is being part of that vicious circle. No matter what aspect is concerned, we are exposed to their influence and poisoning.

How do they work? Selfishness lies and convinces us about only our welfare matters and we can fuck the others;  greed takes us to monopolize and enslave minds and bodies, greed takes us to believe we can exploit someone's love and faith. Greed and selfishness are the entry point for the predator money.

Most of the time we can't realize they already have caught us, only when our spirits wake up, when it speaks loud and clear and breaks the chains of banality and  exploitation. I repeat, this is a vicious circle, it begins with ourselves and then we extend it.

Predator money is a beast with one thousand heads; is a ugly monster, and unfortunately still in the BDSM is present; no matter whether in Pro or lifestyle, always is the risk of falling into it.
What's the cure against this plague? Love, true devotion, affection and spirit link between Domme and subb; the cure is to grow up as BDSM partner or couple, never stop believing and, to me, the most important, help and support each other.

Thanks Goddess Jaguar for give me support, for help me in bad moments like now I'm living, thanks for prevent and fight with me against predator money and other issue that I will detail in other entry, the shark identity.

"Life is the farce which everyone has to perform."
Arthur Rimbaud 

Jorge Luis Borges, BDSM and love

This week has been strange, to say the least. However I had the opportunity of reading an excelent poem of Jorge Luis Borges called "The art of poetry" (arte poética);  in this text, Borges captures, in my opinion, two magical concepts: movement and perception.

This poem is part of a splendid book called "The maker" (el hacedor), other poems included in it are "dreamtigers" "Borges and I", "To an old poet",  but my favorite is "The art of poetry".

 I quote an paragraph ot it:

"Sometimes at evening there's a face
that sees us from the deeps of a mirror.
Art must be that sort of mirror,
disclosing to each of us his face."

When I finished of reading it, I can´t help associate it with BDSM, let me explain my thought. When I look inside me,  there are a lot of faces living together, but all of them have one thing in common: devotion to my Goddess Jaguar.

So, is in that moment when my spirit creates Art, which shows me my real face, my Art is a mirror of myself, and going beyond, my Art is a mirror of the sexual and creative energy of my Goddess.

Thanks Jorge Luis Borges for have made better this world, you didn't get the nobel prize but you were beyond of this triviality.

I finish this entry with the next quote :

"One is in love when one realizes that the other person is unique."

There can be a lot of  Dominatrices around the world, but you are unique because you are my Goddess, and I love you as your subb and cub!!

Bersuit Vergarabat, Caramelo (and the memory of a died friend)

In these days, due to my thesis, I haven't slept, but music has been a big support and it helped me to keep the concentration in my work. I have listened some disks that I had not listened long time ago. For example I listened one more time Metallica's album "And the justice for all"; Nirvana "In utero"; Bob Dylan "Modern times": Héroes del silencio "greatest hits"; and Bersuit Vergarabat "Libertinaje".

But this night, I don't know why, I feel the need of listening a beautiful and great song; Caramelo by Bersuit Vergarabat, a talented band of Argentina. When I listened it, I remembered a great and unforgettable person, a friend of mine who died this year, a person who was one of my best friends and sadly she is not already here, I know she is in a better place than this world, a place of peace, happiness and sincerity.

Samanta, thanks for all your words, for being my friend and much more, wherever you are always you will be with your friends, with your family, with me.

I hope some day, I can find inside of me the light that you had, I hope some day I can smile with the beauty that you did it, until then, maybe, I will understand the meaning of happiness!!

Megadeth, angry again

To me, one of the best songs of Megadeth; the melodic structure, the bass support, lyrics, and the great voice of Dave Mustaine makes of this song a powerful piece of art.


Of course, for a BDSM session, this song is perfect,  specially in spanking or cbt. Pain and music, what more could you want as masochist?