Meeting my Goddess changed my life forever!!

Once upon a time a boy whose life was "normal", but deep down he knew something was missing, really he was missed in the superfluous, in silly things, in a gloomy labyrinth of ignorance and spiritual mediocrity.

Sometimes he remembered  when he was a child and he dreamed about to be a professional sportsman, sometimes he thought of how life can be so contradictory. For example, this child was borned with talent for sports, he was good swimmer, but then he had to have an ears operation, then and without affection for baseball, he learned to play it, due to his father and brother love that game, and he discovered he was good, slowly, he improved his skills and he became a competent second base.

And when he had learned to love baseball, he had to leave it, because he broke his  right finger, and sadly nowadays he got a ugly reminder of that.

As Walter Elliot said "Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after another", he tried to get the positive of those experiences, and one more time, now being a teenager, he began to practice tae-kwon-do and american football (football for U.S. natives), each day he trained with love, with passion and in those sports he found a way of pleasure, discipline and the most important, he found happiness.

But, as a bad joke,  he had to go with the doctor because his eyes were not healthy, and with the notice that he had to use rigid contact lens and later he had to be operated, he knew all his dreams about to be a professional sportsman were done. Game over man, sad but true.

A dream is a seed that needs to be protected, cultivated with work, passion, love, faith and finally it will flourish in a beautiful reality, meanwhile most seeds kill in the ground, for that reasons when you have a seed and you see how grows and it becomes in real thing, you are a fortunate man, and God bless you with such gift.

Those bad experiences,  combined with the fact he had long ago sought a real Dominatrix without success, had become him an irritable, sad and gloomy person. He took refuge in other of his pleasures, reading, but also he lost in mistakes, he almost lost the faith in the true worth of life, it seemed like he was a zombie, no passion, no love, nothing but angry, sadness and a big hole in his spirit.

When does the world get crazy? Is it a test? Did I do the correct things or maybe I did a lot of mistakes? Those answers were in the mind of he and others more. When he finished his studies and get graduated of international trade, he thought life will be bright, he thought he would find a good job, would make some money, would be an successful man.

But, he never thought the financial markets would become shit, he never considered that a lot of companies would go to bankrupt, and the worst part, he never thought with his successes he would not find a job. Those days turned into a bad nightmare, no job, no money, no passion, no hope, bank debts and a lot of desperation.

He is honest when he says this: "one thing is to compete in the university, when your entire world is only your classmates, your teachers, your books and you, and other and more complicated thing is to face a hundreds, or a thousands of persons who seek the same job, the same opportunity, and not always the competition will be fair. I thought my professional level was not bad, and in fact it wasn´t, but I had to improve a lot of thing, however, and sadly, that is not enough.

Those dark days were tough, but he still didn´t know that in the universe exists a powerful force that live in each of us, name it like you want, but this force he will meet in the future at the feed of his Goddess. Despite he didn´t know about this force, it helped him in the bad moments, when there wasn´t illusion.

One day, he started to work by freelance, if any company hire him, he had to make it  at his way, slowly the problems were reduced, and he took a good decision, he decided to take a master degree in economic law.

Well, this decision brought to him three positive aspects: one, he could improve his skills as professional, second, he got a scholarship thanks to his good work as student and researcher, and three, the most important and valuable, finally he can find his Goddess.

One night, the night his life changed forever, he saw a web page, which was about a beautiful ProDomme in México D.F., he couldn´t believe it, it was a long time and now, he was before a wonderful, beautiful and majestic Domme, and she was real, she wasn´t a photo, or an impossible dream. It was like a flashpoint, like a spark, he began to tremble and his spirit finally was happy.

I´m that guy, I´m who had no faith, passion, who believes I never would find my Goddess, but now I´m with her in spiritual way,  and when I´m at her service, I get life had to me a beautiful gift, one that is worth, more than my life, I can´t imagine other place better in the world than at the feet of my Goddess.

And that was a breakpoint in my life, when I decided to meet her I don´t know my life becomes a sky gift, my life at the feet of my Goddess would be precious, finally I learned to love, to serve, to adore and the  most pleasant moments of my life have been serving her, I never will be able to pay her all her teachings and blessings, I´m a fortunate man, only a few persons get growing up in spiritual aspects like I did, and I have do it because the light in my Goddess has blessed me, I waited all my life for her and now I´m enjoying each moment because I went through mental pain and suffering to get these magical moments. Before I´m with my Goddess and being her pet and cub, I was a shadow, now I am one with the light.

Next months I will face the most important  challenge of my life, it will be the moment where I become a man, I don´t what future will bring to me, whatever it is I will face it with love, passion and with the force of my own light, and I know my Goddess will be at my side, she will give me her support and her light will illuminate my path.

Life is a  group of decisions, they can be good or bad, the important is getting up when you take a hit in your face, when all seem dark and confusion, always there will be a light, in my case this light comes to my life the most greatest way I could ever think, it comes in the hands of my Goddess and that only a few persons can experience it. Thanks Goddess, you changed my life and now I´m so happy at your feet.

Forever yours, your loyal cub

cachorro {JG}